Hello, I am a follower of YaHoVaH and Yeshua. I have four grown children, seven grandchildren and one great grandson. My family thinks I am crazy, seems I upset their apple carts. I threw all the holiday stuff away in 2010, I will not compromise when it comes to The WORD. I used to make quilts for a living. The last six years I have been watching my two younger grandsons, oh to rock the babies. Where my husband and children do not follow my faith, the grandchildren from 22 yrs old and down, know and understand why I believe as I do. I get lonely, but I have two girlfriends (since I was 15) who live in different states, but they also have started following the Torah. On weekends we talk about The WORD on the phone. Planting the seeds, seems to be my gift to share. I think because my friends knew the road I was on during the late 70’s and 80’s the lawlessness, They saw the awesome way in which Father brought me out of the pit, delivering me from the drugs, drinking and many unmentionables that they are open to HIS WORD. Many people see a women like I was and think I am unworthy of HIS GRACE. “Not our kind” was the words I heard when I was in 1st grade. asking to go to the Vacation Bible Church. Thank Father for Gideon Bibles in Motel and Hotel rooms. My first and favorite Husband is a believer, when I did my first Passover Seder, our two oldest grandchildren, he and his wife attended. It was such a wonderful evening (we are both recovering alcoholics so grape juice was used). When I visited their house and our third grandson asked about my faith, I shared for a few hours what The WORD says and my first husband agreed with all but how tall the giants may have been. Now my current husband ( a still suffering alcoholic) the one my gut said don’t marry, my grandma said not a good idea, well I did not listen, we fought about GOD and He told me so many times, Your GOD is not my GOD. When I made a wall hanger with the Ten Commandments written on it and wanted to teach my children (last 2 are his) He was enraged, told them “Honor your mother is something she has to earn”! I stayed until my kids where out on their own. One night I simply put my dog in the car and drove away. He wont divorce me but does give me an allowance each month. It is funny how that works. It was not easy believing that I was worthy of His Grace, between the 4th step of AA and a journey I did for the babies I had aborted, I came to see for every sin I had committed or soul tie made, looking into the whole counsel of HIS WORD, the true repentance of each sin, turning it over and Believing in HIS FORGIVENESS was the saving grace that allowed me to move forward. I see so many lost women and men in the world. I pray for them, I know its the Roach that leads my steps. So Grateful of HIS LOVE and THE WORD! (status may be long but honest)